My mind just went blank....., Sandie just walked up as I was opening to post and pooff! Whatever I intended to do .... disappeared. ..... ain't aging wonderful!!!

I posted from my note pad earlier as an experiment.

I may try to revive my meditation practice while Sandie is away. For some reason I have resisted doing that. I wanted to create a private meditation space but have not been able to design one that meets my expectations.

6/29/2022

I am fighting my emotional "animal" mind this morning resulting from a conversation I just had with my sister, Linda.  I had called her yesterday but got no answer and no response to my call...., so I called this morning. I am alone for several days because Sandie has gone to her Cousin's funeral in Indiana and will go from there to Ohio to visit her Family. Linda answered my call and I could tell from the background noise she was on the road. To my surprise, I dicovered that she and Richard, my brother, were headed back to Ohio from Tennessee. They had made the trip to get their "mom" money from the bank. I was surprised and inquired where they got the death certificate since I had the copy Steve gave me in my Lock box. She said Steve had multiple copies.

My feeling are raw because I had contacted her recently (the past week or so) and we talked about the topic. I told her I had the death certificate in my lockbox; so when they decided to make the trip they were welcome to stay with me. I never received a call from her that they were planning the trip or that they were her. How am I suppose to feel?????